I have been thinking this a lot and I find what makes it hard for me to fit in the AB world is I am not like other ABs, I feel very different.
For example, I hate kiddie shows, I prefer CNN, Fox News, MLB Network, Fox Soccer, and vulgar comedy shows over Nickelodeon, Disney, PBS, and kids shows in general. I admit I do have a few guilty pleasures but not often as I prefer my adult shows over kids shows.
I also am an avid reader. I read Clancy, Grisham, King, Crichton and a ton of sports fact books that I keep around me.
I also sometimes don't know how to talk about my AB feelings online because of the fear of drama, being ripped apart and getting sucked into a petty feud. I think that's why I have a hard time fitting in here plus I also don't talk about my AB feelings.
My AB side has been hurt a lot too, so that adds a big factor into it. It's hard for me to let my AB side out because of being lied to, hurt, misled and people who get off on playing games with people's emotions. It's hard to deal with those emotions sometimes too.
So, my question is this, are there ABs that prefer to be in the adult world more than the baby world too?