Firstly I live with my partner, I was very active in the abdl lifestyle up until about five months ago when I gave everything up. My partner I'm with is understanding of it but he had said I ruined my chances of him being a daddy for me because i wasnt used to someone being around when i was in that mode and it pretty much pressured me to give up all of the abdl things I had accrued. After it I was upset for a while but I got over it until recently. I keep having dreams and thinking about the lifestyle again and its kind of bothersome. I know in my situation I can't go back to what I used to do. Can anyone lend some advice?