I'm not an AB/TB/Infantilist. But one of my fantasies is that i'm very small, and people treats me like a toddler/child even though I don't wont do, and they know how old I really is. Its rather a humiliation-fantasy involving being treated as a baby against my own will, than a AB-fantasy. And the one time I did meet another dl for diaper play, I enjoyed that he made me wear diapers and a body, even though I never felt like a baby.
But I know I would never enjoy my fantasies if they became real. Humiliation as a part of diaper/baby/sex-play is one thing, being humiliated in "real" life is another. And I really hate that.
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