Neat conversation. I've always felt very ambiguous about my own sexuality; infantilism is just a flavor in the pie. I have felt 'gay' since earliest puberty, but what happens when, via a lack of any boyfriend/girlfriend and a fear of them, one's sexuality seems stuck in the hugs+cuddles mode? Sometimes I feel so ambiguous about sex that I think I'd be best off in a world that had three genders; male, female and neuter. I'm a boy, wouldn't want to be a girl, but living somehow in-between the expectations of both seems like a very comfy spot sometimes.
Try convincing anybody of the validity of that, though. Sigh.
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