I used to kinda be asexual. It's not that I wasn't attracted to girls, I definitely was, but I wasn't interested in having sex itself at all (not that I had the opportunity anyway). I think it's because so many people seem to prefer sex to love... or at least people generally act as if that's the case, even if it isn't. Anyway, I think about sex now sometimes, but it still annoys me a little bit.... as if I'm giving in or something.... I dunno.... It's complex.
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