Nice to see I'm not alone feeling asexual.
When I was in school and that my classmates began looking at girls, I didn't. I thought it would come later. But it never came (at my parent's great dissappointement)
I never had any interrest in girls (or even boys). I've had some "crush" on a few people (both girls and boys) but it was not sexual, I just liked them, found them cute but never intended to have sex with them. I've never had a girl friend (well once I tried - a girl I knew told me she was in love with me, I told her I wasn't but that we could try - it lasted a week, I felt so uncomfortable when she hugged me ( I was almost feeling like being rapped) I didn't know how to act,...
About masturbation, yes I do it, while thinking to diaper related stuffs.
What's sadden me is that I feel so alone and have no perspective of living with someone. The best would be another diaper wearer but I don't believe it will happen. I'm not so optimistic.
Anyone feeling the same?
Take care,
Crohnick
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