I love the secrecy. I feel that people don't need to know about it, and I'm certainly not going to open myself to them about it. It's strictly on a need-to-know basis for me, and I cannot conjure any reason in which a person would need to know (except, unless, I was found out and backed into a position where I had to explain it).
I said it in the past, but it is a fetish. No one should need to know nor have to listen to someone ramble off about what they do in their private time - especially if it's sexual in nature. Don't get me wrong, it's a part of who I am as well, but I don't feel it's a part people would benefit from knowing about. Would I love to tell people so I can practice it freely but within certain bounds? Absolutely. But I can hold out until I'm more independent and on my own to practice it in such a way.
Besides, we're all entitled to our secrets. I would hate to think that there is someone out there who knows every detail of my life.
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