There are a couple of tb-related defining points in my life. Once when I was very young, probably aorund the age of 5 (although I cant really remember) I had to wear nappies for a short while due to an illness. I think this could have something to do with me being a tb. And then when I was about 6, I remember trying to put on a doll's nappy, and even though from then untill about the age of 13 I had no more tb feelings, I think thats the earliest event where there is evidence as me being a tb, but then I can't remember why I did it. Perhaps it was the connection of nappies with how I had been really nurtured and cared for when I was ill. As for realising I was a tb, it wasn't untill about 5 months ago when I began to research the feelings I had online.
I think its just one of those un-explainable things. Different people have different reasons, and some people dont have any causes that they know of.
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